Katie Price split up with cage fighter spouse Alex Reid in January
Katie Price says she's had 2 years of hell.
The reality TV star - who divorced first husband Peter Andre in September 2009 and split from her cagefighter hubby Alex Reid in January - has been finding life tough.
'I'm not feeling sorry for myself and I don't cry easily but the last few months have been the WORST ever and yes I've been in tears,' she admits.
'The stress of my divorce from Alex and all the stuff hanging over from Pete is enormous.
'However I am NOT having a breakdownnor have I ever been close.'
Katie, 32, is astonished by much sh*t she's had to deal with - and can't understand why she's made so many enemies.
'There are those who want to see me destroyed and they'll stop at nothing to ruin everything I've worked for,' Katie, 32, tells the Daily Star.
'I know I make a living from promoting myself but I'm shocked at how much some people hate me and how some people lie about me.
'All I've ever done is try to be honest about my feelings and how I behave.
'My life is an open book and OK, so that gets me in trouble but I accept that and I know I make mistakes.
'I just wish other people would be as truthful about the way they behave.'